Fish & Chips anyone?

Lastnite, i was so hungry but yet lazy to go out...hmm what is easy to cook and yummy! Then i saw an advert in the telly...it looked so delicious..(thought to myself just bought 8 dory fillets so why not make Fish & Chips!) Alas I did...yum yum.


Fish & Chips Recipe

Dory Fillet
2 tablespoon Flour
2 tablespoon Corn Flour
pinch of Salt
Cold water

Combine the flour, corn flour, salt and water to a smooth thick batter. Dip the dory fillet into the batter and deep fry till golden brown. Enjoy with chips and tartar sauce..

Aidil...this is on your behalf...

Well, this is my bestfriend aidilia..while everyone else celebrated christmas..she got engaged!! I am so envious of her (keep wondering when its my turn). Anyways, she looks great doesnt she! I was with her the night before till the process of her transformation on the engagement day! Actually, it looks more like she is getting married! Hehe...good for her..way to go aidil...love ya to bits....MMMUAHSS

What is Love?

NOUN:
A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.

A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance. Sexual passion. Sexual intercourse. A love affair.

An intense emotional attachment, as for a pet or treasured object.

A person who is the object of deep or intense affection or attraction; beloved. Often used as a term of endearment.

An expression of one's affection: Send him my love.

SYNONYMS:
love , affection , devotion , fondness , infatuation. These nouns denote feelings of warm personal attachment or strong attraction to another person. Love is the most intense: marrying for love. Affection is a less ardent and more unvarying feeling of tender regard: parental affection. Devotion is earnest, affectionate dedication and implies selflessness: teachers admired for their devotion to children. Fondness is strong liking or affection: a fondness for small animals. Infatuation is foolish or extravagant attraction, often of short duration: lovers blinded to their differences by their mutual infatuation.

To me, Love means when you actually have found your match..the yin to your yang (Yin & Yang), the missing piece that you have been searching for, your soulmate! Love makes you feel appreciated, wanted, needed and desired....through all this you feel HAPPINESS!

Falling in Love can be the greatest thing, it makes you feel lightheaded, anxious, excited, nervous...and yet you can fall out of love due to a new love and betrayal. I heard someone say, Love never ends only partners change.

I have fallen in and out of Love too many times (some cant even be termed as love!)..but from all this I learned alot and realised that when you love someone, you should treat them the way you want to be treated..give them all the love you can and make them happy..only then you can be happy and feel the love from him.

If he gives me the chance to Love him again, i promise that i'll make it worthwhile for him, and become all the things he wants me to be. I'll do everything right and make things perfect for us. I am capable of loving wholeheartedly because i'v let my inner demons go...

Mi Amor..i love you so much, only GOD knows how much that is.....

New Recipe...Try it!!

I was sorta bored and my two brothers were hungry therefore i conjured up these 2 new recipes...they gave me A++ hehehe. Try it!

Chicken with orange sauce

ingredients:
5 cloves Garlic (chopped)
thumb size Ginger (chopped)
Chicken pieces
Corn Starch + flour + cold water
Chicken stock
Salt
Sunquick Orange
Kicap manis
Cooking Oil

Method
Chicken
Mix the corn starch, flour with water and salt into a thick batter. Coat the chicken and deepfry till chicken is golden brown. Then when its cooked, drain it and put on a plate lah.

Gravy
Chop garlic and ginger and saute with abit of oil till frangrant. Then add in Sunquick Orange half cup, teaspoon of chicken stock and tablespoon kicap manis. When it is up to a boil, pour in cornstarch mixture.

Then pour the gravy over the chicken...Enjoy!


Beef in special sauce

ingredients
Thinly cut beef slices
1 big onion (chopped)
thumb size ginger (chopped)
2 tablespoon sunquick orange
oyster sauce
1 egg
pinch of salt
water
Cooking Oil

Method
Cook the beef in its own water till it is well cooked. Then add oil, onion and ginger and saute till fragrant. Then add in sunquick orange, oyster sauce, salt and water and mix well. Lastly add in the egg and stir till slightly dry....Enjoy!

Best served with plain white rice!

Prayer

Dear GOD,

Please calm my soul and give me peace,
Show me the right path with your guidence,
Give me the will to face this life that you have put me on,

Let my love come back to me,
Open up his heart so that he can see and feel again,
I believe that he is the 'one',

Give me a bright future of love and happiness,
So that my parents can be proud for me,

Keep those that I truly care about safe from all danger,
Let them always feel safe.

Confusion...

Definition:
1. Being unable to think with clarity or act with understanding and intelligence.
2. Lacking logical order or sense: a confused set of instructions.
3. Chaotic; jumbled: a confused mass of papers on the floor

I am feeling so confused..one time i feel absolutely upbeat then later i get depressed and confusion makes its way in. I used to be sure of things..now i cant even read signs!!

Bummer..whats happening here..GOD help me! Show me the right path to take. I know all these are tests for me, but my life is tough as it is, dont make it more complicated..please.

I am on cloud 9...

I feel light as air...like i can do anything today...short of breath...why is that so?..Could it be Love? I l know this feeling, i know... but yet i dont....what is this feeling...Lets wait and see...

To Put It Simply, I Want You (by Iloveit)

I want to be your companion
and walk hand in hand,
your strength enveloping mine.
Autumn leaves falling,
scuffing feet and laughter,sharing nights,
not finished by the dark.
I want to be your confidant
as you pen your deepestthoughts,
as your heartachesbleed and finally break free.
Your dreams, I keep as if my own.
I want to smile as you smile
and giggle with youat nothing at all.
I want to be your loverand find the passions
that move you to action.I want to be the softness
that induces you to trust.I want to be the naughty
that makes you come back for more.
I want to please you.
I want to share your breakfast
and your dinner,
I want you in the shower
and in your bed and
with soft steps to bring you coffee(I take mine black)
Your strong arms, the legs
that power your thrust,your lips of pleasure,
these are the fuel of my desire
no it is no secret, my love,
and to put it very simply,
I want you.

Regrets...

Everyone has regrets...it makes each of us become a more better person.

Things we did and wished we didnt do..and wishing that we did all the things we should have done for all the right reasons.

If i am given another chance, i would do things differently...If only that was possible!

Sunday Blues...

Sleep in Sunday...Spring Cleaning Sunday...Shopping Sunday...What what? I think i'l' just do anything on impulse today. I dont wana plan coz nothing ever works when I plan..so i give up!

I feel like going shopping today, perhaps i'll buy a hat and shoes to match! Perhaps i'll colour my hair or put highlights in them? Think..think..think..

Perhaps i should go swimming! Erk..that you need a friend to go along...

It sucks being alone here!!! If you have your other half, going out on Sunday actually makes sense, now nothing makes sense anymore!! Where did my other half go? If only i could reverse time to raya last year..i'll start doing things right! And till this day perhaps i still have everything and everyone i am suppose to have?! You think?

Boy, am i bored already...what to do....

Love Hurts....ouchhhh

Love hurts...whether we are the ones causing the hurt ot the one being hurt...it hurts thats the whole point of it all.

Are we better off not knowing about Love..not falling in love? Love makes you feel things you never could..love makes you do stupid things..love makes you confused..love makes you feel love, hate, sadness, worries and all the feelings you never imagined or can never explain.
Love does not have a concise definition. I wonder who gave the meaning to the word love anyway..did the person actually fall in love? or just became a poet overnight?

Falling in love can be the most beautiful thing, it makes a person feel so alive...because you have someone that loves you so much and you know that the person is there for you through thick and thin and all the things they do for you is for love's sake...they are happy doing it because love is about everything..and it motivates them.

Love is meant to hurt, we are only human beings...feelings are what makes us 'human', we make mistakes and learn from it. Love hurts in good and bad ways...just hope that we hurt in a good way therefore only then we can change into becoming a better person.

Love made me hurt myself because i realised then what Love really meant. I wish i could do everything i was supposed to do and regret all the things i'd done to the person who was deeply in love with me all this while...please forgive me mi amor...heal my hurt and love me again...

Mental Abuse

Mental abuse, makes you wonder whats it all about. Does it count when your mum yells and makes you do your chores? or do things that are actually good for you...heck...thats not mental abuse.

Being mentally abused is being battered up inside using words or anything that can be categorised as insults that makes you feel degraded and low self esteem. The person doing that to you is actually termed as 'mental abusive looney' that should actually be locked up somewhere or worse..put an iron mask over their faces with bolts on their mouth..they should learn to SHUT UP!!

Anyways, my life as a prisoner of mental abuse is over. Life is much better and much brighter these days. Though i dont know how bright and shiny it will all get. A dear friend told me that life is full or unexpected things and that everything we go through is meant to give a little impact to how we function daily. Thanks Noi....