A new beginning....

21st January marks the beginning in a whole new chapter of my life. I have to learn to let go and move on. Holding on to things that are unsure can lead you nowhere. After much trying, hoping and prayers...it seems that what i want GOD does not agree. After accepting the fact that my life needs to take its course I have decided to enjoy it as i do have happy people surrounding me.

Making myself feel miserable only made life sad and sickly as I..it wasnt healthy. Though mistakes I made in the past has made me a better person today...i still don't see whats the whole point to all of this. Keep asking myself what god has in store for me... For now, I'll just have to live life day to day..take baby steps before i can finally run.

Moving on requires much patience and faith. Letting go of something that I've hold on to for so long is difficult. Though sometimes i'm afraid that my past will taunt and haunt me again...as long as i have full control on my life..things will be allright. Think positive right!!

Friends, good friends, old friends, close friends, bestfriends and family are all I have for now. I am lucky for having aidil stand by me through all this. Thanks aidil, i owe you so much!

If someone does come my way soon, and if my heart skips a beat...then he will be the one for me. Now, all I am hoping for is a wonderful life....