I deserve to be loved....is that so much to ask for?

I deserve to be loved...I am only human and it is so hard to even ask for happiness from GOD.

He does not seem to be answering my prayers at all... I know that HE must have something planned for me, but if he could give me a small glimps of the good things to come, I would be contented and happy already. I am getting from confused to sadness to actually being infected with a broken heart.... how pathetic is that!

I have all these dreams...all these goodthings that I dream of doing with the person that gives me bliss... I'll love him like he's never been loved and takecare of him with all the Tender Loving Care the love of my life should get..yet all my prayers for my one true love...remains unanswered.

No one is knocking on my door...i dun even see an open window..not even a small teeny weeny HOLE! Life is unjust, cruel...and some of us are really lucky while some just gets hit with badluck over and over again... yet all I dream of is someone that can take me and sweep me off my feet...where the hell is my prince charming!! (heck theres a damsel in distress in a tower that needs some serious saving!)