My heart hurts..

I miss him so much (over and over again in my head I see his face), keep telling myself over and over again that he doesnt want me anymore...at the same time perhaps he still can love me if I try harder...( just so that I'll feel better). Each day I wake up...I realise he's not there anymore...pain in the heart..tearing up in pieces..CRY..CRY..CRY...so all the pain can go away...but it doesnt last..then when I'm all alone...the tears fall again...teardrop..then it rains! I thought I could let go, but I can't. Why can't I forget...why does it hurt so much...why do I feel this way still...why..why..why...

He's happy with someone else...told me she's just a friend...

I miss him so much... soo much that it hurts....